Tremble

I am trembling today, i am feeling bad emotionally and physically too, i have noticed one thing. I don't know if i will be at her height, i am a failure by any way where you see it. It supose that i should be smiling; i honestly don't have an explanation for this sadness, i don't know why i have this pain on my chest, why am i so anxious? I don't know what the fuck it's happening to me, but i do know that she is sad, and that at least for me, it's a huge reason for me to feel bad right now.

I hate myself, for me it's not enough what ever i do, and i think that for her neither, despite everything i do, i think it will be never enough, i could always do it better, i go back and repeat, i'm a failure, i love her with all the streng of my been, but even so, i'm an eternal failure.